A really nervous and nerve-breaking day today.
Woke up early and prepared myself to the Orthodontist's dental clinic to put on my braces this morning but I broke down AGAIN before we even start anything -_- Someone please let me know if this is curable. I really hate myself whenever I break down for nothing.
After much hesitation, I decided to go for it since it was the second last step and I really really really don't want to give up. I kept on finding "Jaw Surgery" related posts on the net and keep telling myself go and do it because that's what you want but it's really useless until I look at myself in the mirror and that's when I decided that I should do it.
It's just discomfort to me during the whole process when the Orthodontist was putting the braces for me as I have done this before; but I guess I was also too busy thinking about something else ($$$) to focus solely on this process. Also, all my wisdom tooth were taken out previously so there is no need for this step as well. It varies case by case because from most of the blogs I had read, most people had their braces done like 2 ~ 3 months ago before their surgery.
I hope Dad and 观音娘娘 will bless me tomorrow. I hope this is a right decision. I hope I won't regret this decision. I hope there will be someone who has done this is already staying there for a night so we can make new friends. I also hope that I won't run away from the hospital in the gown, at least.
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